Miss U
Marriage September 30th, 2006Due to his previous nature of vocation, when he is away from home it will be a long period of time. From 1 night to 3 weeks.
When I was without any children, I miss him a lot as I went home to an empty house and slept by myself.
When I have Belle, I miss him less. I got Belle to accompany me.
When I have Belle & Kiki, I don’t miss him much coz Belle is independent and Kiki is a no fuss baby.
When I have Belle, Kiki & Barnabas, I miss him A LOT! You can read about the chaos from my previous post without him around.
He came back telling me that he is considering going to South Indian for a one month training! *faints*
With a smiling face (force one), I told him, “You go lar.” 
Stumble it!
September 30th, 2006 at 11:12 am
It’s really tough isn’t it? When you know it’s something he want to do and something that will help his future in some way or another, but then you don’t really want him to go… Cannot say no, have to force urself to say yes…. then feel sad about it….
I can understand… *HUGS*
September 30th, 2006 at 12:48 pm
I swear men.. are clueless.. about how we feel sometimes.. !! arrrghhh.!!! papa bok also same way..! ask me to go home first with chloe..and then he will join me.. once he is done with the business stuff..!! arrrrrrghhh..!! how can i handle chloe alone..?? and go on several planes.. for 28hrs.. and a stopover some more..?? want me to die immediately ka..??
September 30th, 2006 at 2:00 pm
shannon ~ I know…:( thanks for the hugs
mama bok ~ only one child mah…u sure can one.