In His Time

After 30 years of being alive in this world, let me count my top 10 blessings:

1. No gray hair.
2. Pimples all gone.
3. Currently pregnant at 38 weeks.
4. Have a daughter age 18 mths – Annabelle
5. Happily married to my first love – David Bong (I love you very very very much!)
6. Have an apartment that is rented to MMU students – Good return
7. Have a business that is not actually ours!
8. Own a car with no installment to pay – Financial Freedom!
9. Have a secure vocation with no stress or work pressure.
10. My mom still cooks for me everyday!

I have seen God’s faithfulness in my life even before I know him. He has always been faithful even when I am not! He has answered almost all my prayers even those I have forgotten. He never forgets!

I am 30 years old. Muahahahaha. Sop Sop Sop. I don’t look as young as I wanted to be! Where has my youthfulness gone??? How I wish…

Finally I pass motion yesterday and the piles came out! Thank God, due to the pills, 100 Plus, barley and lots of H2O the pile is not swollen. So, I was thinking why push it in if it will surely pop out when I go for the big one! Make me suffer the pain for nothing! Learnt my lesson well this time. Next time, just go buy the dioflex pills, drink lots of water, barley drink, 100 Plus or whatever cooling drink to shrink it! To reduce friction when moving around, use Vitamin E cream not K-Y gel! K-Y gel is sticky and it will cause the piles to stick to your underwear! Once the piles have completely shrink, sometimes it will go back in. If not slowly push it back in. No pain! I am yet to reach that stage.

So cute…

I went to visit my doctor yesterday at 10.30am. The first thing I told her was, “Pls don’t push it in. Just give me medication to make it shrink” Then she told me to lie down, she needs to see it first. “Wow! So big, it has to be pushed in. No wonder you cannot sit!” That’s her remark. Ok, just do it. I experienced it once when I was carrying Belle. Wasn’t that painful and it wasn’t that big. This time, I tell you, labour pain also not that painful! I was sweating and shivering, controlling not to cry when she pushes it in. It was excruciating pain!It wasn’t like one time push in and done with it. She pushes it in slowly and hold it in for like a thousand years. I was not able to keep silence and told her it was very painful, I cannot stand it already. She and her assistant told me to keep on breathing. Yes, yes I’m breathing. I wish I can faint! After that, I was left on the bed for a while before her assistant carry me up! And the pain is still there! She prescribe me with Dioflex for it to shrink and a tube of K-Y gel to reduce friction when moving around.

The moment I entered the car, I broke into tears. Can’t control the pain anymore. I was crying all the way back home and shivering also! The journey home feels so far. I asked my husband to drive faster! After a while the pain subsided but everytime I pu, the pain came back again. And I have to drink lots of water. Just imagine how many times I have to pu and the pain never actually leave me. I was crying and shivering and asking my husband to ease my pain by massaging my hands and legs. Finally, I managed to dose off around 5pm. Woke up by the poking pain at 6pm. It feels like as though there is a needle inside your ass poking it from inside!

This morning when I woke up, I quickly feel the piles. It has shrinked! Praise The Lord. But the poking pain is still there, not as bad as yesterday! But I fear to pass motion! Scared that the piles might come out…

No, not yet. I’m not in labour pain yet. I got a painful mass of dilated veins in swollen anal tissue = hemorrhoids. It was small last night but this morning when i woke up, , it is as big as a big bake beans. Ouch… I’m sitting slightly slanting now! Last pregnancy it happened to me, now it is back. Signs that I’m giving birth real soon. Going to the clinic later to get MC. My mom’s says my body is too heaty. She’s cooking barley drink for me and I need to bathe as often as possible to cool of my body. Any other remedy?

Jr at 36 wks, originally uploaded by miche.

Went for ultrasound yesterday. Baby is too big to get the whole picture. Only can focus at one part. So, here’s my baby’s face. Can see or not? Scan due date is 24 Dec! Like that ah, I’ll be carrying him for almost 42 weeks! Anyway, PTL for a healthy baby. Can’t wait to see him!

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Hubby preparing the coconut for me.

What have I done?
1. Wake up when my daughter wakes up. That is around 9.15am – 9.45am.
2. Afternoon nap for at least 2 hours with my daughter.
3. Bath, feed and play with daughter.
4. Fried rice for lunch on Sunday.
5. Went out with Jason & Leishia for dinner on Sunday.
6. Got to drink my coconut on Monday.
7. Iron hubby’s shirt on Monday.
8. Reading.
9. Went Raya visitation on Tuesday night.

Most people indulge themselves with food during holidays but not for me. I will be busy with others things that made me lazy to eat especially rice. Normally, I prefer “fast” food like, bread, beehoon, fruits that does not requires me to sit at the table and eat! I’ll be thinner if I stay at home…

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Annabelle got the habit of poo poing at one of our church member’s hse! Whenever we have our cellgroup meeting at her place, she will sure do her business there. Yesterday, after she poo poo, she can even go to the staircase, call her papa, tell him ‘ngk-ngk’ then point upstairs! My hubby always uses the upstairs toilet to wash her, so she knows where she need to go after poo pooing.

My boss’ son will never miss doing his “business” whenever they bring him to the office. Becoming a habit already. Hmmmm… I wonder why?